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 sup and also henlo!
so i've been a little gone for a little bit. mainly i was sick? i got sick last ... wednesday or something, but a really weird kind of sick where i was basically just... super weak. i tried going to the gym and skdjfhsdf i almost fainted after 20 mins of cardio so yeah not good.
but i'm all better now! and i even survived the crazy storm last night! seriously, i live in a massive building that sure as hell is not gonna fly away, and i don't even live in the highest floor (i live on the first floor and the highest is the 13th i think? so yeah) but i was still terrified :D i was especially worried about my balcony planter and my balcony furniture, but i also didn't really want to take them inside because they were all wet from the rain and i have linoleum floors. also my windows have these weird plastic ventilation slits, which are... pretty stupid, because you can also just... open your window... to air out the room.... ??? but the thing is that they don't really offer any resistance to wind, and since the storm was so bad that an official warning was issued (level 3 where i am; my parents even had a level 2!)... well, the wind came in through those ventilation slits. which was a) cold and b) scary, because i thought that you know, maybe the whole plastic ventilation thing is going to rip off and then the windows go next or something. so... i taped them shut. it's not pretty and i'll have to remove it when i move out, but... i was SCARED okay?

i also didn't go to the gym yesterday because of the storm. we've got a lot of old trees here and somehow i was not looking forward to getting hit by a branch on its way down.

other than that, i've been... alright, probably? it's super hard to settle into this new routine of just studying for two hours and then going to the gym. gym has always been an evening thing for me, so i end up doing lots of just... kinda fun kinda procrastinatory stuff while waiting for it to be afternoon / evening so i can go to the gym. even though the gym is open from like 6am. so... i need to work on that :/ i also need to work on my eating again and also my apartment looks a little... well. dörty. i wanted to do it over the weekend but........... ANYWAYS nice weather today, right?
(i was just plain lazy. that's it. that's all.)
gonna do it tomorrow. promise.

also i've kind of got other stuff i "want" to get done in my free time now. like finding a few doctors to have and going to my landlady about some stuff in my apartment and going *shudders* outside and all that. but that stuff involves talking to people and organising and making myself dependent on people and....... don't wanna. i really need to find a dentist though, because i haven't been in ages, and i really need to, so... i guess i'll look around for places tomorrow. 

on the upside, my family might visit this month. which would be really nice! i told my mom to ask around with the other ones, whether they have the time and even want to, so i'm waiting to hear back from her, and if none of the others want to come my mom might just come on her own, which would also be nice.
and then in turn i'm gonna visit them during their easter holiday for a bit longer, which'll also be nice!

what else is there? oh yeah i guess the writing is officially back :3 still probably not for sunrises, but i've been doing a bunch of prompts and small stories recently, which is nice.
i also started reading oathbringer and G O D it's so so so so so good! it's crazy how much care sanderson takes with all his characters and how fleshed out they all are, and how even the most background characters get so much attention, but at the same time it doesn't take away from the big story but rather fleshes it out even more. and now that i know the world's mechanics and the characters and how stuff is, it's way easier to follow along than it was in the beginning. but also i guess if you have a ten book series planned with each book around 400k words... well, obviously the first book is gonna be just exposition :D
i just kinda wish i had someone to talk about the books with :/ but it's also hard to recommend such huge volumes to people because reading them seems like a scary task. so on the one hand i get it but on the other hand it also makes me sad that i can't really talk with anyone about them :( it's just that the writing is so good you don't even notice how many pages you've read or how much irl time has passed because you're so engrossed in the story. it's honestly just plain good writing.
also oathbringer had two really nice throwaway lines / scenes - one where syl says something to the extent of "there are more than two genders, humans are just a little silly about these things" and then that bit about the one (ex) bridgeman being gay and that being completely fine. that's just... nice. because yeah, the big "issue" if you will is that the books are pretty cisheteronormative. but it's these little things that show that queer people exist in that world, and that's nice.
still, i need to be legally allowed to sit on someone and force them to read the books :| it'd be for that person's own good!

oh, i also went on a rwby rewatch over the weekend! that was nice! i'm now technically ready to watch the sixth season so i should probably... get to that. better that than star trek discovery atm, tbh. i also want to get back to playing rwby grimm eclipse, because it was such a fun and easy-going game. plus, i was just starting to get decent at it. with yang, because she's the best. i will die for her. and i also want to be her. she's the coolest and yes, i might have a crush on her even though she's an animated character. leave me be.

other stuff that's kind of coming up is booking the ticket for the download festival this year? which is scary simply because it's a lot of money to spend at once, and then i still have to get the plane tickets as well... and... so many other things too ;-; i need new trainers, i'd like new headphones for the gym and i also kinda sorta wanna play pokémon let's go. why do things cost money??
my life is so hard :D

i guess that was a lot of yabbering for a day, so i'm gonna slink into bed now! g'night

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